Category Archives: compassion

Feeling Trapped

I began to notice it more and more in conversations, in a turn of events, a sudden increase in price, a response I didn’t like. I kept thinking they were doing something to me. “They” could be anyone, anything that … Continue reading →

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Soular Eclipse

It must have been so scary for our ancestors, the first time the moon eclipsed the sun. Did they wonder if the end had come? Did they think God was punishing them? Did they brace themselves for perpetual darkness? After … Continue reading →

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The Sirens’ Song

Blame comes like the sirens’ song. “Join us,” they chant. “Still the ache.Be free. End the war.” Loud, insistent, incessant. “Take the blame. Hate yourself. If you love your life, you’ll lose it. Take the blame. Take the blame. End … Continue reading →

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Floating

  I notice a sinking feeling. Argh! This isn’t what I want. I tread water, grope for a footing. Then, I notice, as I do the next thing–chop the carrots and onions– and the next–answer that email–I’ve floated past the obstacle. … Continue reading →

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Prayer for a Free Heart

  Create in me a free heart, O God, a heart that welcomes every part of myself to be felt, seen and heard, a heart that sees You in creation and loves every bit of You. May I receive love … Continue reading →

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I Hear Her

  The image of a child crying in the back seat of my car enabled me to move from trying to silence my anxiety to having compassion for a young part of myself. Over the next few days, I listened … Continue reading →

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Save Us

  Yesterday, we returned home from camping in the Kootenays.Today, I’m baking bread, and Fred is vacuuming out the car.I wish he could vacuum up the smoke and everyone were safe at home. One hundred and four wildfires are actively … Continue reading →

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Falling in Love

Nothing is more practical than finding God, than falling in Love in a quite absolute, final way … Fall in Love, stay in love, and it will decide everything. –Joseph Whelan, SJ  I need to find and fall in love … Continue reading →

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A Contemplative in the Kitchen

I forget that I’m sort of on the autism spectrumuntil I walk into a room full of activity with a job to do,and I’m overwhelmed. It’s my turn to make dinner:pizza and salad for twenty family members in a foreign … Continue reading →

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Finding Us

What did I hear in that note that stunned me and sent me into the sock drawer, consumed with anger and hate?   I heard: You are not enough, just as I had begun to skip along trusting that I was.  As I walked with … Continue reading →

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