Fir trees bear green branches year-round.
But take a look, and you’ll notice some dead limbs.
One tree, nestled in community, is only green near the top
with clusters of vibrant new growth lower down
where sunlight found them.
The tree says, Here I am as I am.
I want to cut off my dead branches
and move into the light,
away from those who crowd my space.
But the tree can’t move.
Maybe she
doesn’t want to,
doesn’t mind shadow and decay,
never gives a thought
to what a perfect tree should look like.
Here I am as I am, she says.
I think about it for days until
one arm branches out
Here I am
and then the other
as I am,
welcoming the sun to find
what’s greening
in me.
Here I am, as I am
Holy, Human
In this world, as it is
Sacred, Profane
Ever connected, in this wondrous luminous web
Ever abiding, in the Heart of God.
—Heather Ruce (Body Prayer)



