Caught in the Act

The religious leaders were ready to stone her. But Jesus defended the woman caught in the act of adultery. “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her,” he said. One by one they dropped their stones and left.

I easily imagine myself as that woman. Regularly I am unfaithful to Love in thought, word or deed. As soon as I see what I’ve done, a whole gang of religious critics in my head are ready to stone me. But Jesus intervenes with de Mello’s words, “Leave yourself alone.”

He sits on the ground with me and waits for the critics to leave. I see tenderness in his eyes. “Where are they?” he says. “No one condemns you?”

“No one.”

“Neither do I.”

It takes a minute for his words to sink in. I am loved just as I am: unchanged.

But I know how the story goes. I prepare myself for this grace to be short-lived. Like a chameleon, Jesus is about to become like all the other religious leaders and scold me. He’s going to tell me to leave my life of sin. Fat chance of that.

But when Jesus speaks, I don’t hear, Stop being so bad. I hear, Go ahead, you can leave your life of sin. You don’t need it.

Common Grace

To illustrate his point, I am reminded of the play I just saw at Pacific Theatre. In Common Grace, Colleen has had an affair with Mark, a married man. Her sisters, mother, pastor, and Mark’s wife all tell her–with and without expletives–how this affair has hurt them. Yet Colleen remains unaffected by their speeches. Mark is her one true love, and she still dreams of a life with him. But when she unexpectedly experiences acceptance, she is confused. With this taste of real love, suddenly Mark’s is less desirable.

In the play of my life, I say to Jesus, “I see now how it works. Your Love is real, exposing other ‘loves’  that are counterfeit. Then, theoretically, I won’t want them anymore. But there’s a trick. It’s not thinking about love, or knowing I am loved that frees me. It’s allowing myself to be loved. And that’s &#%!@? scary.”

Wait a minute. That last line isn’t in the script. Where did that come from?


 At dawn he appeared again in the temple courts, where all the people gathered around him, and he sat down to teach them. The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery.  In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?”  They were using this question as a trap, in order to have a basis for accusing him.

But Jesus bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger.When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Again he stooped down and wrote on the ground.

 At this, those who heard began to go away one at a time, the older ones first, until only Jesus was left, with the woman still standing there.  Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”

 “No one, sir,” she said.

“Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”
–John 8:2-11

Questions for your Lenten pilgrimage:

  • How do you feel about experiencing God’s love?
  • What do you hope for?
  • What scares you?

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Love Mischief for the World

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What love mischief are you and God doing to care for the earth?
 Let me know and I will include it in an upcoming post.

Credits and References:
“Stones” by Clint Mason on banner (not visible on home page). Used with permission.
Image of Shauna Johannesen and Robert Garry Haacke in Common Grace by Shauna Johannesen, courtesy of Pacific Theatre.
Image of Julie Lynn Mortensen, Cara Cunningham, Shauna Johannesen, and Kerri Norris, in Common Grace by Shauna Johannesen, courtesy of Pacific Theatre.
Information about Pacific Theatre is from their website.
© Esther Hizsa, An Everyday Pilgrim, 2016.
Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without permission from Esther Hizsa is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used provided there is a link to the original content and credit is given as follows: © Esther Hizsa, An Everyday Pilgrim 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016.

About Esther Hizsa

Esther is a spiritual director and writer. She lives in Burnaby with her husband, Fred, and they have two grown children and two grandchildren.
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5 Responses to Caught in the Act

  1. Michael Cook says:

    Great post Esther. I just saw a painting of the gospel story referred to (by Robert Wagner) but it was called ‘The Men Taken in Hypocrisy’, which gave me a start. We might do well to retitle many of the parables and gospel stories, to make us look again, and see more clearly where the true centre lies. Anyway, DeMello’s words – and yours – are the ones I needed to hear just now. Thank you.

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  2. Dave Small says:

    Excellent post Esther. Thank you.


  3. Sylvia says:

    I’ve been thinking about what fullness or richness of love is lately and this elevates the startling nuances of an aspect of the process of transformative work of His love to me.

    Liked by 1 person

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