Category Archives: Poetry

The Demon of Resentment

Posted on October 18, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

We had a great plan. Then, bit by bit,what took shapechangedand changed againuntil I was left with more than my share of workand responsibilityalong with enough resentmentto keep me awake at night.What could I doto right this ship?I wanted to enjoy … Continue reading →

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Certain

Posted on October 12, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

The five-year-old ignoredthe advertised exhibitsand, nose pressed to the glass,patiently waited,until she saw a crack, a tiny beak.Finally, a wet, vulnerable chick emerged from its protective shell. The child learned:if you wait long enough,you get what you hoped for. But certainty … Continue reading →

Posted in Childhood, compassion, Poetry, Reflections, Stories | Tagged Alice Walker, Certain, Esther Hizsa, Geum Cosmopolitan, Ignatian Spiritual Excercises, Living from the Heart, SoulStream, Spiritual Director North Okanagan, Spiritual Director Vernon, Sylvia Sassen | 1 Comment

Return to Your Rest

Posted on October 5, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

I really wish I could wake up grounded,walk through the day with ease,and be content with what comes. It’s not how my life goes most days. But I can returnand find rest for my soul, for You are beside me,always within me. … Continue reading →

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My Favourite Things

Posted on September 27, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

Cream-covered cupcakes and no-fault insurance,No big surprises and endless assurance,Wild geese that fly with my cares on their wings,These are a few of my favourite things. I’ve been putting together a playlistof my favourite attachments.Oh, the delight I feel when I … Continue reading →

Posted in False Self, Humour, Poetry, Reflections, Songs | Tagged DarthxErik, Deviant Art, Esther Hizsa, Gustavo Fring, James Finley, Mary Poppins, Meister Eckhart, Pexels, spiritual director Burnaby, spiritual director Vancouver, Thomas Merton, Turning to the Mystics | Leave a comment

Leaving the Sidewalk

Posted on September 20, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

“You’re brave,” the woman at the desk said.“You ride your bike in traffic so confidently. I stick to the sidewalks.” “You’re a good listener,” someone else said the next day. Then another person and another told me something that helped … Continue reading →

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Present Moment, Wonderful Moment

Posted on September 13, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

For so longI focussed on doing important things,prioritizing one activity over anotherand resenting ordinary, necessary tasks–cooking, cleaning, check-ups, and paying bills. Then, I kept company with folks even older than me.They helped me slow downand be present to where I … Continue reading →

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The Gift of Awareness

Posted on September 6, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

On a beautiful daywhen nothing was going wronganxiety showed up,just in case I needed it, I suppose. I scanned my life to see what I was concerned about.Nothing.Then disappointment showed up–disappointment that I couldn’t enjoy the daywithout this annoying “friend” … Continue reading →

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The Way to Begin Anything

Posted on August 30, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

The way we would begin in prayer is that we belong to God. And all the prayer starts and unfolds out of that knowing that we belong to God. We are trying to get past the topic of prayer to … Continue reading →

Posted in compassion, Mindfulness, Poetry, Prayer, Reflections | Tagged A Coaching Session on Lectio, Conal Gallagher, Ernest Hawkes, Esther Hizsa, Jim Finley, Morning Sun, Parker Palmer, Psalm 121:1-2, spiritual director Burnaby, spiritual director Vancouver, Thomas Merton, Vernon BC | Leave a comment

On That Day

Posted on August 23, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

You will say on that day:“I will give thanks to you, O Lord …”–Isaiah 12:1 (CEB) On that day.Not today,but one day,you will give thanksfor what you cannot give thanks for now. Even though othersare gratefuland assume you are too,it’s … Continue reading →

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Accident on the Trans Canada Highway near Field, B.C.

Posted on August 12, 2024 by Esther Hizsa

Ten kilometres from our destination, we came to a dead stop. Over the next few hours, the line of stopped vehicles grew from five kilometres to twelve.Emergency vehicles came. A helicopter landed and left. When three tow trucks went by,we … Continue reading →