Another Disguise

God comes to you disguised as your life.
–Paula D’Arcy

Dust to dust 
is not 
nothing to nothing 
as if dust were not precious, 
as if returning to dust meant our lives didn’t matter,  
as if we could disappear without a trace, 
as if God could ever lose us. 

The dust, the soil, the particles of Earth 
are particles of what once was living 
and now nurtures life. 

If Earth, which is made up of all that was, 
isn’t enough 
to make me feel secure, 
I remember that
all creation came from God in the beginning. 

Today, it’s enough to know that Mother Earth 
is one of God’s disguises. 
Mother Earth/God feeds and cares for me 
providing food, air, water,
trails to walk on, 
beauty to awaken me. 

My father’s ashes 
are in the ground and soon my mother’s will be too. 
Wherever I walk, I am supported and loved
by mothers and fathers from many generations– 
not to mention the parents of animals, birds and other creatures. 
Yes, their essence is with God,
who is in heaven. 
But where is heaven?
Is it not where
God is? 
And God is 
everywhere. 
God is 
in the dust. 

As I walk in the hills 
and enter the silence of now, 
I hear Mother Earth say,
“My child, I’m here for you.” 

I hear my heart respond, 
“I’m here, Mother Earth,
here for You, too.” 

I breathe in 
I am Your child.

I breathe out 
One of Your wonders.

Mother, I am here as a child of yours, as part of the wonders, I am free.
–Thich Nhat Hanh, The Silence Within

Credits and References: 
Village School Cambodia by Bryon Lippincott. Used with permission.
Another Disguise by Esther Hizsa, 2026
Woman admiring nature by by Jenny Uhling. from Pexels, royalty free photos.
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About Esther Hizsa

Esther is a writer, spiritual director, and cofacilitates contemplative retreats and courses. She lives in Vernon, B.C. with her husband, Fred.
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