The End of Ordinary Time

 

12950848893_e4ab936aae_kIt’s the end of Ordinary Time in the church year. Ash Wednesday begins the season of Lent. For the next forty days, like many Christians, I will give up something I enjoy, so that I can identify in some small way with Christ’s suffering and death.

Last year’s palms, which were waved joyously to mark Jesus’s triumphal entry into Jerusalem, are burned. The ashes are applied to our foreheads in the shape of a cross as a sign of repentance.

Last year's palms by Gerry Brague

 The “Imposition of Ashes” will not signify that I have repented, but that I have begun forty days of repenting. Yes, it is the end of that blissful ordinary time when I could live in the illusion that there is nothing wrong with me.

Someone asked me the other day, “What do people say to God during the Prayer of Confession when they have nothing to confess?”

“They can ask for more self-awareness,” I replied.

Now I must take my own advice, and I’m a little nervous of what the Holy Spirit might reveal. I don’t like being burdened with truth and guilt.

But the One who weds me to the truth does not abandon me at the altar. God walks with me in it, helping me to turn from hurtful ways to more loving ways of being.

And that is because God loves the world and everyone and everything in it.

ash_wednesday by Stephen - 10on12

Then Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” –John 8:31,32

Questions for your Lenten journey:

  • What feelings emerge when you think about repenting? Share those feelings with God.
  • Can you imagine God responding with kindness and compassion? If not, ask the Holy Spirit to reveal God’s true character.

 

Credits:
“Ashes to Go” by St. Martin. Used with permission.
“Ash Wednesday” by Stephen 10on12. Used with permission.
“Last year’s palms” by Gerry Brague. Used with permission.
© Esther Hizsa, An Everyday Pilgrim, 2015.
Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without permission from Esther Hizsa is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used provided there is a link to the original content and credit is given as follows: © Esther Hizsa, An Everyday Pilgrim 2013, 2014, 2015.  http://www.estherhizsa.wordpress.com.

About Esther Hizsa

Esther is a spiritual director and writer. She lives in Burnaby with her husband, Fred, and they have two grown children and two grandchildren.
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2 Responses to The End of Ordinary Time

  1. Gillian Coates says:

    Only in the USA could there be ‘drive through’ ashes!
    However I am also challenged to accept that though the imposition of ashes is a single moment, it signifies the start of a journey of many days. In Lent we can go deeper into Christ’s suffering and facing our part in that because we know that the end is not Good Friday, but Easter.

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  2. Esther Hizsa says:

    Thanks, Gillian. I am challenged by that too.

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